This I know for sure….
‘When you change the energy that you put out into the world, you change your entire life’
I have always believed in the law of attraction, I read all the books, I watched the secret 10 times, and read books about anything to do with creating a better life.
But somehow I still couldn’t seem to get it to work for me. My life was ok, and from the outside looking in It probably looked fantastic.
I was happily married, raising to beautiful children, running a business, and was the head teacher and manager of a popular early childhood centre.
Yet inside I was falling apart, I had desperately searched for ‘My Purpose’ for as long as I could remember and although I loved writing, I never had the time for it with my busy life, and when I did I felt like I had to rush to quickly finish something, and felt guilty for spending time doing something for myself, when there were so many other people relying on me.
Well one evening after a long day at work, I was trying to console my overtired children, one was in tears, and the other was so angry from school, he wouldn’t come out of his room, I was stirring a pot on the stove, with my daughter wrapped around my legs sobbing, while trying to reply to one of the 20 emails I received each day for my teaching position.
I was an over worked, stressed out mess. What had gone so bloody wrong? Is this what life has become for the average woman?
At that moment I didn’t feel sorry for myself, I didn’t say ‘why me’, I felt mad instead. Mad at myself, I darn well knew better. I KNEW better than to let life control me. I had worked long and hard to rise up out of a turbulent childhood, I had worked hard to be the soul seeking, wise role model that I knew I really was. This wasn’t my life. I wasn’t meant to be a frazzled, busy workaholic mother, being controlled by societies expectations instead of making the decisions for my own life.
This wasn’t what I wanted my children to see, and it sure wasn’t what I wanted them to ever become.
Over the next month I changed my entire life. I did so because I made the decision that I was worth more, much more than what I was currently bringing in, and currently seeing in my life.
I decided what my life was going to look like, I believed in ME, and I knew the universe believed in me too.
It’s 3 months later……
I listen to my soul, I changed the energy that I was putting out, and I now live an incredible life that fills me up each and everyday. My daughter said to me yesterday “Mummy, you are so different now” I asked her how I was different. She replied “You are so calm, and happy, I love you”
I realised that I was so much more ME than I had ever been. Being me feels good…like home.
I left my job, we moved out of the city closer to the beach, I am a writer, and I get to create everyday. I decided what I wanted, and I then went about my days knowing that it was all going to fall into place. And of course it did, and it still continues to get better and better.
If you want to change your life, you have to make the decision that you are worth more. You have to decide what you want, and to have to decide that there is no other way that it will be. And so it will be. It is the law of attraction in action. If you are new to the law of attraction, or haven’t been able to get it to work for you, you have come to the right person. I have plenty more coming that’s going to change everything for you…when you are ready!
To read more about how I changed my life, and brought in my new lifestyle visit Elephant Journal to read my story ‘Why I quit my job and gave up being super mum’
Love and light, Jame x